I feel like 2 watch movie in cinema...

But who i will ask 2 accompany me?

Friends busy...

Boyfriend not here...

Parent wont see together...

Alone???

Never...

That to bored...

Nothing special on my special event day...

Everything make me feel low...

Sad...

Not satisfield...

I know i miss him...

I know i do love him...

But on the same time...

I feel lonely...

hurt...

Ignorent...

I always kept what i feel...

Deep of my heart...

Im hurt...

Piece by piece...

My heart feel so pain...

Why he ignore me...?

Why he never realize it...?

Why he never understand me...?

Even he dont want to listen what i told him...

Am i really special to him?

If yes...why this thing happen?

Im really tired...

Everyday i cry...

Not only hurt...

But everything feel like killing me slowly....

Im dying...

Please save me...

Before everything is to late...

What happent 2 me??
2 or 3 weeks already...
I feel sad,angry,dissappointed,lonely...
I dnt want feel like this...
But i cant avoid this feeling...
If some mistake i will angry...
Or i will feel sad...
Cry...
Am i crazy???
Gooossshhhh...
Or im just being lonely??
I think i have 2 refresh my mind...
Go 2 somewhere...
Rest...Relax...
But with who??

Who will accompany me???

No body...

Fuck!!!

I hate my life...

Y i cant laugh like last time???

Y i cant feel like last time???

Y i cant be happy???

If im not crazy also i will be crazy if like this...

GOD help me...

Please help me...

I want my life back...

I want everything back...

Back like last time...

But can i???

I hope n i will pray 4 it...

Im sick now...

I want 2 slepp...

I need some1 to take care bout me...

Gooosshhhh....

But nobody...

Just me n my self...

Problem...

Everybody have it...

No matter how old or young...

It's like best friends 2 humans...

If people want 2 be great person...

They must face the problem...

They must solve it...

If they run from problem...

The problem wont let they go...

Some peoples say that coward...

But the important thing is...

How you solve it...

How you manage everything...

If you have problem...

Dont hurt peoples that love you...

People that support you...

If you do...

That the big mistake...

You should talk with some one...

Listen the advice from them...

Maybe at that time you can't think properly...

Don't to ego...

Alone

Im alone...

Again n again...

Sucks!!!!

Hate it...

Promise...

But did gain...

Tired...

Lonely

Im alone again 2dy...

I thought he will treat me different...

Coz his mood is good...

Mine also good...

1st we talk like usually...

We laugh...

Then suddently he keep quite...

I keep calling him...

I thought he listen what i said...

But at certain poin...

I know tht he sleep already...

My heart hurt...

I dissapointed at tht moment...

But i realize he not so well...

Then i say ok...

I dont want 2 bother him...

Then when he call me back...

He say like tht my false..

Im confused...

What have i done???

Then he say he guilty...

Then i say...

I never shout or angry 2 him...

Y tht still my false...

I really2 dont understand...

I know he really slow if something bout my feelling...

I know sometimes he like 2 dont bother my feelling...

But i have feelling 2...

Am i wrong about tht 2???

I feel im lonely now...

It hurt my feelling...