Nothing special on my special event day...

Everything make me feel low...

Sad...

Not satisfield...

I know i miss him...

I know i do love him...

But on the same time...

I feel lonely...

hurt...

Ignorent...

I always kept what i feel...

Deep of my heart...

Im hurt...

Piece by piece...

My heart feel so pain...

Why he ignore me...?

Why he never realize it...?

Why he never understand me...?

Even he dont want to listen what i told him...

Am i really special to him?

If yes...why this thing happen?

Im really tired...

Everyday i cry...

Not only hurt...

But everything feel like killing me slowly....

Im dying...

Please save me...

Before everything is to late...